To Myself .
false hope.. false hope.. fucking false hope.
i will stick to the decision i made , cos i know it is
the right decision and it really is for my own good.
So no matter what, i must not turn back even though i've long
forgotten the pain or whatever shit. Even though im missing
the good times we had , i must still remember i did what i did for a
reason. So whats the point of doing so much to leave just to get back to it again.
Pls dont be stupid & wake up your fucking idea. Have u really
forgotten all the pain ? Pls dont turn back in your moment of weakness.
I've come so far, i wont turn back . I must not or all would've been in vain man.
The pain , the endurance , the whatver shit .
And to you thanks for not giving me a 2nd chance , thanks for not coming back to me.
Cos if u did , we'd be back to square 1 and i dont know where i'd go from there.
No matter what you do to confuse me , i'll just stick to this , not ever gonna get back with you
and i guess i'll be just fine. Sorry i just need to let all of these out or else i'll be sitting
here thinking and thinking , staring into space. I feel so much better now.
This is my decision , to remain alone. As if i had a choice. But seriously he's confusing me..
oh i think im starting to think again. Shall stop here before i confuse myself.
The end of us , thats it . thats all , forever. That settles it .