Saturday, June 13, 2009

Picked Eunice then Lianlian. Down to Geylang to meet Ahzhong for frog porridge. Eunice left for Sandbourg, I didnt go with her cos bf's not working today. Over to Lor 7 ktv to look for bf and friends. Later Lianlian and zhong left . SabaiSabai and Oasis wih bf and co. to meet Tabi,Elva and Eunice. Weisheng finally dyed his hair black and he's getting better and better in shuffling (=
After clubbing , bf and i shared a cab stopping at every 7eleven and cheers cos i wanted to get tampons. I opened the cab door when the vehicle was still moving and obviously i could see it was moving but i put my leg out to get down. My leg scraped so hard against the road, its so painful now. Im so damn stupid man. Must've been tipsy. Bf accompanied me down. Bought handiplasts, pad, Lemontea and other stuff like optrex an peppermint cough syrup from different outlets and finally the last cheers outlet sold tampons. Really dont know what im doing when im high. Hahaha. Booked a hotel to rest till evening then home.
well ytd twas just kelly and me , me and kelly. She did make the unhappy feelings go away and after a long good sleep. Everything is sort of back to normal i guess (: Just that there's a small misunderstanding between Charlotte and me cos i didnt meet her at Sabai when she came down to look for me. Well i put myself in her position and she's every right to be angry. Anyway its all cleared up (: On a different note, i just dont want to keep having relapses or feelings of distrust or whatever. It screws alot of things up. People will detest me !

Anyway bf's been paying for everything. Bought top up card and Marlboro Reds for me. Even bought a wreath for the thai singer. Guess he must've spent alot today. Later he gave me $50 for cabfare home too. I remember and appreciate all the little things he's done for me (: im happy for the time being. But what have i done for him? Not much yet. I really wonder how long we'll last. Who knows? Despite all that he's done/actions i still dont have much confidence.Not sure why. I want to get back that feeling where i can really really love a person. Have i really lost that ability? who knows. Lastly Baby yilong i love u. sighs-
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