Metup with Lianlian after one whole long month. All the quarrels , miunderstandings whatever shit. Its all water under the bridge now. Also metup with Isabella and shirlene. Later Lianlian,abk and i cabbed over to geylangl lor17 to book a hotel. Elva 's at lor 19doing her hair and Eunice at Lor15 accompanying her bf.
Brightstar hotel =D i'm getting fatter , she's getting thinner.
Alrights i need to leave for work already . Times are bad. Walked over to lor 15 to meet Eunice then we cabbed to work (: Well , today work is like shit.
Ended work early. Elva left first. Eunice and i cabbed to Oasis and Sabai as usual , not many people. Not 3 yet. Saw some friends here and there but i wanted to go over to Sabai. Timothy was nice enough to take out his Martell , so that Eunice and i can sit at a table =D Thanks/.
Anyway i think im crazy over this thai singer , Well you could say he has all that i ever wanted in a guy. Sweet , caring , loving and generous. But i've always known that all good things must come to an end. He's going back to thailand on the 24th, he says i can go back to thailand with him anytime since he goes and comes so frequently and that he will bring me here and there , hmmms lazy to elaborate. Well i just listened , wonder if that day will really come where we go to Bangkok together. I've got my passport and cash. Only thing is i've got school. If that day really comes i'll be flying man. HAHAHA. But of cos what more can i expect from this kind of relationship. Im already lucky enough to even get acquainted with him. Each time after he finish singing he will come to my table to accompany me. I like the way he holds my hand and kisses my forehead and strokes my hair. Timothy asked me not to be "gong" i know!! But that feeling of the moment is ohmygod. The last few relationships were short ones and they didnt work out but i didnt have such a strong feeling for any of the rest. what was a breakup man? I havent felt this way , like a special feeling in such a long time. its that kind of feeling where u really really want to be in a serious relationship with the person for a period of time, but i really think its impossible. Sad that he's the one who made me aware that i'm capable of loving again. Cos i really thought my heart had already gone numb and has lost interest in relationships but i always have to meet the wrong person and now i've to force this feeling to fade. You all dont know my past so you all wont unds.
Anyway i wanted to leave already as Eunice was feeling tired. So i told him im leaving alrdy but he asked me to wait for him cos he's going to sing for the last round then we can go off already. Eunice left first cos she cant wait any longer. She went to the hotel to meet Lianlian and Abk. After jade finished wrk we cabbed to geylang to look for Lianlian and the rest at the hotel. He bought some drinks up & we slacked , slept . Afternoon i cabbed home. Lianlian and abk extended their stay. Hmmmms just really very happy to even be with him , His love and care and concern plus he's so cute and funny always making funny faces.
Its like being with a star , but im forcing myself to slowly give up these feelings cos i'm afraid to get hurt later on . Just count myself lucky (: Anyway heard some people saying that he looks like wu zhun? come to think of it just a little. Hmmm but he looks much better than the photos. I love his singing and dancing and everything about him. LOL. anyway i always dont get what i want. Thats life =D
At this point of time , i really really really really like him alot lar. Whatever he says i dont take it seriously , just happy for all the happy feelings he's given to me.
Cos i dare not hope for more. Even when he says he love me and so on , i just dare not believe it. I also dont wanna think so much. I'm not so thick skin as to call and msg him. Hahaha. Cos i know giving up is the best way. Look at it from a positive way , im considered lucky already. So many many other prettier girls crazy over him. Right now , i hope god will bless me with a good and loving boyfriend where we can start a relationship and be together for a long long time man because i know i am actually capable of loving again! i havent lost the ability. As they time heals all wounds but the scars remain. Although all my scars are like damn visible but ive grown used to it already. (:
Brightstar hotel =D i'm getting fatter , she's getting thinner.
Alrights i need to leave for work already . Times are bad. Walked over to lor 15 to meet Eunice then we cabbed to work (: Well , today work is like shit.
Ended work early. Elva left first. Eunice and i cabbed to Oasis and Sabai as usual , not many people. Not 3 yet. Saw some friends here and there but i wanted to go over to Sabai. Timothy was nice enough to take out his Martell , so that Eunice and i can sit at a table =D Thanks/.
Anyway i think im crazy over this thai singer , Well you could say he has all that i ever wanted in a guy. Sweet , caring , loving and generous. But i've always known that all good things must come to an end. He's going back to thailand on the 24th, he says i can go back to thailand with him anytime since he goes and comes so frequently and that he will bring me here and there , hmmms lazy to elaborate. Well i just listened , wonder if that day will really come where we go to Bangkok together. I've got my passport and cash. Only thing is i've got school. If that day really comes i'll be flying man. HAHAHA. But of cos what more can i expect from this kind of relationship. Im already lucky enough to even get acquainted with him. Each time after he finish singing he will come to my table to accompany me. I like the way he holds my hand and kisses my forehead and strokes my hair. Timothy asked me not to be "gong" i know!! But that feeling of the moment is ohmygod. The last few relationships were short ones and they didnt work out but i didnt have such a strong feeling for any of the rest. what was a breakup man? I havent felt this way , like a special feeling in such a long time. its that kind of feeling where u really really want to be in a serious relationship with the person for a period of time, but i really think its impossible. Sad that he's the one who made me aware that i'm capable of loving again. Cos i really thought my heart had already gone numb and has lost interest in relationships but i always have to meet the wrong person and now i've to force this feeling to fade. You all dont know my past so you all wont unds.
Anyway i wanted to leave already as Eunice was feeling tired. So i told him im leaving alrdy but he asked me to wait for him cos he's going to sing for the last round then we can go off already. Eunice left first cos she cant wait any longer. She went to the hotel to meet Lianlian and Abk. After jade finished wrk we cabbed to geylang to look for Lianlian and the rest at the hotel. He bought some drinks up & we slacked , slept . Afternoon i cabbed home. Lianlian and abk extended their stay. Hmmmms just really very happy to even be with him , His love and care and concern plus he's so cute and funny always making funny faces.
Its like being with a star , but im forcing myself to slowly give up these feelings cos i'm afraid to get hurt later on . Just count myself lucky (: Anyway heard some people saying that he looks like wu zhun? come to think of it just a little. Hmmm but he looks much better than the photos. I love his singing and dancing and everything about him. LOL. anyway i always dont get what i want. Thats life =D
At this point of time , i really really really really like him alot lar. Whatever he says i dont take it seriously , just happy for all the happy feelings he's given to me.
Cos i dare not hope for more. Even when he says he love me and so on , i just dare not believe it. I also dont wanna think so much. I'm not so thick skin as to call and msg him. Hahaha. Cos i know giving up is the best way. Look at it from a positive way , im considered lucky already. So many many other prettier girls crazy over him. Right now , i hope god will bless me with a good and loving boyfriend where we can start a relationship and be together for a long long time man because i know i am actually capable of loving again! i havent lost the ability. As they time heals all wounds but the scars remain. Although all my scars are like damn visible but ive grown used to it already. (:
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