Thursday, May 28, 2009

Maydays (: spent staying at many different hotels, joochiat to geylang or Lianlian's hse to my home to Abk's home then xiangho's home. We always updated each other and stuck to each other. Sometimes having extra people join us for a day or two , others leaving to do their own stuff. Everyone stuck together for a common interest , we shared the good and the bad times.

We watched horsemen and friday the 13th II. Travelled around in ABK'S car. Always taking turns to refill the petrol.They drove like nobody's business, speeding and hitting curbs and blasting music. Punching the car when he got angry. Simply cos they didnt have a liscense and it wasnt their car. So bad. Lianlian and i already developed a sort of attachement to the car =( we were sad when it had to be abandoned =( we miss it!

Alot of stuff also happened. I realized i had dropped my wallet when i was in the cab home i told the uncle to drive me back to Bugis st, Burgerking to look for it. I left a pair of heels i just bought in the cab and he drove off with it. What the hell is wrong with u man. I mean what is your fcuking problem huh?! So i lost my identity card and a $100 cheque AND my new pair of heels. very depressing.

Lianlian,Andrew and Xh wanted to carry on staying at the hotel so i pawned my precious N81 for $180,JUST FOR THEM. i didnt have my ic so used Xh's instead. One of the days i left for home. Xh went berserk and redeemed my phone to SELL it, just so it would hurt me. PSYCHO! It doesnt pay to be kind. No phone , no wallet , no money , no identity. Better off dead. But but but things did get better , in the later part of the month,

I won a Sony vaio red laptop worth $1800 , someone tried to use my ic to bank in the cheque. Both ic and cheque got mailed back to me. I got accepted into the school and course i wanted (:

More and more close friends getting caught , more and more leaving me. Too many already. Its scary.I'm losing all my friends. I have decided to stop. Main reason was cos i studied so hard for my CP paper , and all the questions came out but i suffered a mental block. I waited for it to go away but it didnt. Damn it.
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Super tired ! On Lianlian's bed , i remember leaving for school after that.
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Collin washing Abk's bike, my home. Someone said ABK's bike colour is same as Comfort Taxi. Hahahahahahahahahahaha =x
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269 us sharing kelly.
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Our favourite super big hotel room at Joochiat with 2bathrooms, super cosy (:
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Angela and me at Geylang hotel. She's about to fall asleep!
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Weisheng , me and Sotong at Oasis. We're all wearing grey. I love to watch them dance. Dancers siol.
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To be updated (= more photos coming up.

Fear is how i fall, confusing what is real .
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface consuming , confusing. This lack of self control i fear is never ending, controlling. I cant seem to find myself again. My walls are closing in. I've felt this way before so Insecure.




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