sometimes i wonder whats happening to the internet. So many videos removed from youtube. Imeem got problem. Napster got problem. Friendster got problem, blogspot got problem. Diary-x got problem. Facebook sometimes got problem. Flickr got problem, photobucket got problem. Now my twitter got problem. So many problems. i dont remember lasttime internet have so many problems?? what sia... Sian... dont want to use the comp anymore. All the problems are, they ban this and that ban piracy and end up deleting all my stuff... Aarrgghhhh.... del my photos.. del my songs, del my posts, del my comments. Hahah i must be going crazy. Haha this post is the only post in the entire blog typed in singlish. i think? cos i cant be bothered anymore

FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT.... AARON CHEW AND ANDREW YEO THINGY....

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Lastly i really want braces......................................................

Anybody wanna help me with blogskins ? then i can start blogging again cos i really hate the look of my blog now... and also there's some problem with this fucking blog.. realized that there are 4-5 posts missing from Aug 2009 etc.... Have t push those posts to July then it shows up.. WEIRD. spent 1hr plus doing it .... wasting my time..... fuck you blog... giving me additional problems... blogspot cant be trusted anymore... anyhow delete people's posts... happened to afew ppl thats why i checked mine.... hate it when stuff get deleted... and my sis deleted her whole blog? WTF. haha dont like her to delete her blog too.... all the posts and memories and how she's lived her life all gone... not sentimental.... whatever there goes our memories.. dont unds why people delete stuff. haha i wont ever delete my blog... cos then i wont remember how i've lived my life.. i got very bad memory. BYE

My dear Jaslin is getting old.
She's allowed life to become stale and stagnant.

Simple countdown to the New year 2010 at Aunty Angie's place. Really love this Chanel Classic.





Felicia made this. Honey,sugar,butter&cornflakes. Nice!

Christmas party at home. Dad wasnt around and Mom only came home at the eleventh hour. Anyhow, the party was great (:

When my precious was still a puppy. Aug2006.
Found this in my old friendster profile.

You lost me to Meth but before i could realize it was all wrong,you were already gone.I always thought you would be back.It'll always be on my conscience.Cant bring myself to bring in another pet.I will love you forever and ever and ever.I still think about you every now and then.Still cant get over it :( I miss you so so so so much.I always will.All the ____ i've lived for and loved have all left. 2010 to attain Nirvana. *fill in the blank with any living thing be it human or animal or whatever.They've left.

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OMG this person(brother's friend) was teaching me how to use the google map and sent me this via facebook.Freakily amazing. Takes 30secs to load.

14th Monday-
Went to Little India with the usual. Sis and i did our eyebrows. Somehow i found that the shape didnt suit me. Bought a pair of comfortable brown Alibaba pants. Window shopped at 313@Somerset & Citylink. 313@Somerset is quite a nice place, unlike the shitplace Iluma. I'm definitely going back there again because i wanna get some stuff from Forever21 (: Later we slacked at Esplanade & had supper at Simpang Bedok.



15th Tuesday-
Dad says that since we've been hanging out with Maxine so much,he's decided to bring her family out for dinner at Tanglin Club. Godpa,Melanie& Aunt Maria were invited too. Maxine's dad was out of town & Godma was still working, so they didnt come. We had Bread&butter, Soup & salad, Maincourse, Dessert & lastly Cheese,crackers & red wine. Splendid! Fine food and excellent service except for my main course, Aglio Olio. Tasted horrbile.

19th Sat-
As usual, we were supposed to workout at the gym but it started to rain heavily, what a spoiler! Jan came over, Maxine called to cancel the plans but still came over. We went over to the sportsclub to have our meal at Aston's. I just love their sirloin steak with two side dishes all just for $11.50. Its fucking delicious and cheap!

In the evening, we went to some new church in Pasir Ris for Youth mass.Going to church is as boring as watching paint dry. Ok i dont really mean to be blasphemous.Sis would kill me cos she's uhm quite a staunch catholic,Right? Anyway after mass,we were waiting outside the church for Javier to come & pick us up when this girl kept looking at me. I'm not sure for what reason but it was annoying. Her butt was quite big & without thinking, i told Kim " her backside's so big, i wonder how many times she's given birth." Kim's reaction was "Sooo bad!" and went on to remind me i had just come out of church& bla bla. Alrights i will learn to keep bad comments to myself. As mom always says " if you've got nothing nice to say, Shutup" I'm always learning & forever changing. Kicking off all the bad habits. Over to Maxine's place for Wine&Cheese! I loveee cheese. The type of cheese to go with your wine, crackers & grapes is called Camembert.




20th Sunday-
Went to EastCoast park with Nic & Max to cycle. I'm still desperately trying to get rid off all that cellulite. Mom, Dad & Nic have been saying that i've got back that radiant glow. Mom went on to say i can now go out with totally no makeup and still look alright. Before this, i had sullen, dull looking skin and if i went out without any makeup on, i looked just like a dead rat. Mom! why do you like saying that. Actually if a person is used to putting on makeup everyday, and suddenly goes without makeup for the first day, she'll look horrible compared to after a few days where the skin has gotten back its natural colour. Common sense! Actually i did play cheat by sun-tanning my face. This way i can go out everyday without any foundation on! I didnt take many photos because i'm not photogenic and find i always dont look quite the same as when i look in the mirror compared to the photos. I used to tell myself, i must look like that since i look like that in the photos, the photos are exactly what i look like now and photos do not lie until i saw all the photos of Nicola, totally dont look like her, its not uglier or prettier, just different. Thats where i understood what people meant by photogenic. I'm totally not photogenic. Look awkward in them. I envy those people who can take pretty pictures and look like that in real. I always take shit pictures & look like crap in them, therefore i've quit attempting to take nice photos.
Savouring the moment of youth to the fullest.
Dont need no one to stay alive, Just my will to survive.

Gym at SIA sportsclub with Steph,Nic,Maxine,Alethea,Alexis,Javier & brother. We've been hanging out alot lately. I always start by jogging on the treadmill first. I'm trying to get rid off all the cellulite on my thighs, trying to produce endorphins in the brain, trying to fight lethargy & depression and repair dopamine receptors in the brain. In short, i'm trying to heal naturally (: Later we swam& had our lunch at Aston's. Back home, we watched Twilight at the movie theatre in our home. By night, i was so worn out i lay on Nic's bed but i couldn't fall asleep or shut my eyes. Each time i shut them there would be a throbbing pain in my head. Weird. The house became so lively with people on every level. Later the rest decided to watch New Moon at Tampines Mall.Sis had already booked the tickets so i tagged along. She drove the Kia there.Nicola and javier in the front. Alexis and Steph in the middle row. Max,Alethea & me in the last row. Just nice. In the show, i really liked Jasper Cullen, Rosalie Cullen, Jane Volturi & Eric Yorkie (Justin Chon) OMG, i know.







Sunday 6th Dec
Shopping with Nic,Max,Kim&Javier at Bugis and Orchard. Bumped into Keke at FarEast. We used to be close, so happy to see her but we didnt talk much cos it felt kinda awkward but it would be nice if we could catch up (:
Monday 07th
Went to Wild Wild Wet with Maxine,Nicola, Brother & Max's German friend Ann-Christin. I didnt really enjoy & wanted to get out as soon as i got in. I didnt like swimming with so many other people, imagine all that mucus and saliva and pee-sai all in the pool and i've to swim in it. The water was salty and there was no hard and fast rule on wearing appropriate swimwear so of cause there were lots of Malays wearing shirts and shorts, that was fine with me but i saw alot of others not wearing swimming trunks or bikini underneath but panties/underwear. OMG, cotton material! Okay i can imagine all that discharge from the panties. Eeeww its just gross. Do you think they bathe/change into clean underwear before swimming? i dont think so. Everything just looked dirty and smelly and disgusting. I kept complaining to Sis, She agreed it was not that clean but wasnt that affected. So i guess its just me.

Later i went into the cubicle to have my shower, the walls were stained with black algae. My clothes were in a plasticbag which i placed on the metal rack. ( i would never place my clothes there without the plastic) I was showering when my shampoo bottle dropped, with the lid open into the water flow path, you know where all the urine,foam and water flows through. Next my scrunchie fell. Did you think i would pick it up? No! Kicked both items aside. Then i started drying myself, I made sure the towel never touched the ground or the walls. When i wore my undies i made sure my feet didnt touch the fabric. I've seen alot of people who dont bother balancing properly,step on the fabric & end up wearing a wet undie. I've to dry myself thoroughly before putting on my clothes. The cubicle was too small so i put on my clothes outside. There was this girl who like me just came out of the shower, the back of her shirt was soaked. Know why? Cos she didnt fucking bother to wring her hair/ wrap it in a towel but instead let the droplets of water trickle down her back. How can someone wear wet clothes?
I mean, Yes i may be a little too obsessed with cleanliness and personal hygiene but all the people i know dont do that, So why must she & the minority of them be like that. Really irks me. She definitely has not been brought up well. Later we went to Tampines 1 for donuts and yogurt then headed home.
Friday 11th
Ikea to look around. Dad said we could all re-do our rooms but in order for new things to come in, old stuff must go out first. Haha!



12th Saturday-
As usual, Dad sent Nic&Kim to the gym to meet Maxine. I was late so they didnt wait for me. When Dad came home, i asked " Dad, can you send me?". Ok i can be quite irritating. I really enjoy listening to my music, jogging on the treadmill and watch as aeroplanes get closer and lower, getting ready to land. I love watching planes land and takeoff, I find it therapeutic.
Later Max,Nic and i slacked at Eastpoint, Starbucks. My fav is the Java Chip Frappe (: Later we went to Godpa's house to visit Aunt Maria. She's here on vacation. A380 SuperJumbo Jet

Nothing heard, Nothing said. Cant even speak about it.

For the past few days, i've been shopping online and eating alot. Cant stop ordering Mac and Pastamania.Currently my favourite hangout place would be Tampines 1, just love it there. The other day, Mom brought Sis and i shopping.Sis's bf helped us carry all the shopping bags. I bought Denim leggings. Wonder how to match them. Mom left early. The three of us ate at Subway, i ordered cheese steak and Cookies. Love it. Later i had yogurt ice-cream with peach and almond toppings from Jco. A must try! I'm craving it now. Later, nobody wanted to catch 2012 with me, so i msged Kenny and asked him to come down to Tampines and watch it with me. He did. The movie was nice, love the part where the aeroplane went swimming in the ocean. After the movie he wanted to go clubbing, but i decided to go home. Thats all , i'm waiting for the clothes i ordered online to arrive.
Subway, Eat fresh =D